Oh boy, life has been quite crazy here recently, in both a good and bad way. School is pretty much taking over my life, so the only time I have for myself is the weekend. Softball is about to start so the weekends are about to be gone too, but at least I'll be doing something I love. I've been "branching out" a lot lately, realizing that I wont be here too much longer, so I might as well have fun while I'm here. I'm about to be gone, away from all my friends and family. I won't see them on a daily basis, like I do now, so I've made a promise to myself that I will spend as much time with them as I can, and that I will make new friends, and also that I will just live my life and not worry about others. It's been amazing, just letting go, having fun, and not caring about what others say/think. Of course, I can't block everything out, although I try.
I've noticed that there are two ways you can approach a problem. You can either be mature about it, or immature. I have a lot of respect for a person who doesn't point fingers when trying to solve a problem. When they approach it in a grown up way and try to evaluate the situation before they get mad. It makes things a lot better when everyone can share their side of the story, and actually be listened to. If you come to me with a problem, I will be honest with you. On the other hand, I have NO respect for anyone who just goes around pointing fingers and assuming that they know everything without talking to the person they have a problem with in a mature manner. Trying to look all big and bad by calling someone out or talking about them behind their back is not the mature way to solve the problem, it only makes it worse.
I've noticed that there are two ways you can approach a problem. You can either be mature about it, or immature. I have a lot of respect for a person who doesn't point fingers when trying to solve a problem. When they approach it in a grown up way and try to evaluate the situation before they get mad. It makes things a lot better when everyone can share their side of the story, and actually be listened to. If you come to me with a problem, I will be honest with you. On the other hand, I have NO respect for anyone who just goes around pointing fingers and assuming that they know everything without talking to the person they have a problem with in a mature manner. Trying to look all big and bad by calling someone out or talking about them behind their back is not the mature way to solve the problem, it only makes it worse.
I'm one of those people that if someone does me so wrong, but then on down the road somewhere in life, if they need me, I will be there for them, no matter what. I'm not one to hold grudges for a long time. Honestly, I usually forget why I got mad at the person. I'll fix a friendship, no matter what the reason was for us not being friends in the first place.
Now let me say this, I have the most amazing friends in the whole wide world, and I would be completely insane without them. I love them with all my heart, and would do anything for them, no matter how long I've known them. A week, a month, or 10 years, I'll be there for them no matter what. I hope they know that, and I'm sure they do. I love y'all (:
Highschool is nowhere near easy. People talk too much, girls are mean, and it stinks having to wake up early everymorning and having to prepare for that. But I'm putting that out of my mind. I'm going to have fun with my friends, I will live my life and not worry about others, I will mend friendships, and I will create new ones. I don't have much longer here, and I'm gonna make the best of it.
P.S. I graduate in 4 months, oh how time flies.
